published: December 13th 2025
I have been teasing my latest track "Can’t Run Away" for months now. It took me a very long time to realize this project in the way I envisioned. I stuck with “quality over quantity” philosophy, and I have no regrets.
“Can’t Run Away” is my most personal track yet. I’ve been describing it as “it is a song about being stuck in a relationship that is leading to mutual destruction”. It is a story about how isolated and stuck I felt in a situation I couldn’t leave.
Today “Can’t Run Away” has been released everywhere, with its story waiting to be experienced. I suggest watching the video, as there is more to the narrative than the ears can hear.
It will be a while before I release new music. I want to redesign my workflow, so I can tell my stories in a more intentional way. I will come back with something meaningful.
Music isn’t the only thing I do — I’ve been working on some other creative outlets. I will announce one of these in the next newspaper. A hint: it is questionable to start this endeavor in 2025.
In case you missed the previous month’s mix you should listen to it — it is my favorite yet. For me every November is all about Qlimax, and this one was no exception. This year it was different — it was the first one without Qlimax. This event shaped my taste in music, and my path as an artist — its absence still hurts. To find closure in my Qlimax grieving process I've decided to revisit the music that made this event special.
Choosing the first edition to revisit was easy - Qlimax 2019 "Symphony of Shadows", my first Qlimax in person, my favorite Qlimax theme, and the year when the lineup matched my taste perfectly. Choosing the tracks wasn't as easy, as 2019 was my favorite year in hardstyle musically, but I chose the ones that showcase what Qlimax "Symphony of Shadows" means to me.
I am still updating the playlist biweekly. This fortnight I’ve focused on the tracks that influenced “Can’t Run Away”, and tracks I associate with this liminal, yet cozy time of the year.
published: September 27th 2025
Today is the day of Supremacy 2025 — the biggest annual raw hardstyle event, some even call it the Qlimax of raw. I am not going this year, but I’ve been to Supremacy 2019, and it left a big impression on me: it was my first big indoor event, and the space theme they had was unforgettable.
This month I’ve reflected on what “raw” means to me, picked tracks that represent that. As I’m still buzzing from space themed Decibel Outdoor endshows, and being fond of my Supremacy 2019 memories, I’ve added a flavor of “space” to this month’s highly energetic mix.
As with every monthly mix, there are many tracks I want to share that can’t fit in an hour long mix — my playlist is the place to find them. The playlist updates this month echo the themes of the mix, while having additional flavor (seasons changing).
I had to count the years to confirm that time goes by that quickly. “Breathe Again” was my first release as Disolved, and for now it is the only one. I haven’t released anything since, not because I did not want to, but because I want every single track to count — for me “Disolved” is my life’s work. My tendency towards perfectionism might be holding me back, but some of it is necessary for me to make art I’m proud of.
“Breathe Again” won’t stay my entire discography for long. I’ve been working on my upcoming single a lot over the past few months, and it’s getting close to being finished. Through this track I explore how it felt to be stuck in a relationship that was leading to mutual destruction.
The past few weeks I’ve been focusing on the video for the upcoming single, and it’s been going great. I won’t make any promises about when I’ll release it, but I’m feeling very optimistic.
To keep up quality work healthy distractions are necessary — for me at the moment that is mushroom foraging. The foraging season is still going in Estonia, and I’ve been obsessed. I got lucky by finding a lot of chanterelles, and even more lucky by finding a few parasol mushrooms — by far my favorite mushroom. If I don’t release anything this year fungi are to blame.
published: August 14th 2025
After a couple months learning how to code and developing this website, I have finally put it online! My website is the best way to stay up to date with everything I do — it gives me an outlet to quickly share my thoughts, ideas, and things I’m working on without having to waste energy making disposable filler content for algorithm driven platforms. Disolved.art for me is another way to express my creativity.
For years I dreamed of doing regular themed mixes — it seemed like I would have just added more noise to already overfilled internet. Recently I've developed a concept for monthly mixes, which guides me to the consistency and quality I'll be proud of. Every mix in the series has a theme that I deliver playing my favorite tracks with as many interesting transitions as I come up with.
LOCAL BAND Hostel Peasantry ANNOUNCES THEIR LONG AWAITED DEBUT SINGLE
"August 30th our debut single Hostel Cheers will drop harder than Eamon down the stairs" say the band members.
This month, after their set at Decibel Outdoor 2025 Frequencerz are going to stop. From listening to their Qlimax sets countless times before I was old enough to go there, to memories we've made in festivals the past few years, Frequencerz sound has earned a place in my heart. I've included a few tracks by them that mean a lot to me.
With this mix I highlight Decibel Outdoor — it's one of my favorite festivals, and I’m excited to be there a visitor for the third time! 2019 edition was a very special festival experience for me, that shaped my taste in music so I've featured some tracks that remind of it.
Of course this mix features some new and old tracks which I want to share, and this month I've lined up some unique transitions that I bet you've never heard before.
I've been (mostly) consistently updating this playlist every fortnight, and this one is no exception. It covers similar themes as this month's mix, but has many more tracks I want to share that I can't cram into a mix an hour long mix.